Ever you really admired ?

Ever you really Admired?
                           : Suman
                           

Ever you really Admired how is it like to be as a unfamiliar?
Like a fish out of water
Like a teardrop in a loud laughter
Impatiently sought out your deep anger
Like love in a heart of a hater!
Is it quite practically Improper ?

Ever you really Admired how is it like to feel miserable?
Like a drop in the insane ocean
Like a needle in a large haystack
Lost in frazile dilemma ... that you don't know white from black!
Like walking straight to a destination
When you know there is no way to go back!

Ever you really Admired how is it like to feel so confused?
That you don't know ,
when you're treated nicely
And when you are abused and molested !
Have you ever felt so much low?
In comparison to think out of bow .
And you don't know what to do or where to go?
When you see all the doors around you are locked and closed!
Nobody is there to listen that , you are blubbering .

Ever you really Admired how is it like to be in a non-stop stress?
When you never feel so sure about something you always have to guess!
when you feel like crying out loud , and make all around shout
And spit that burden of these hard mesmerized feelings inside you
So that cozy help to make you pretend to fight with circumstances .
However, these feelings you have to keep & suppress and being dipressed .
Although, you are in the greatest need for a gentle caress!

Had anyone felt so much pain like this earlier?
'Cause that's what I really feel... maybe even more!

I don't wanna feel like a unfamiliar
I don't wanna feel miserable
I don't wanna feel confused
I don't wanna be in a non-stop stress
I just want to stop this dreadful feeling of loneliness! !

Is ever you Admired ??

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